The theme suffering and to me remains a mystery. We had just group sharing the Mother House and one of the sisters give us some told to Mother Teresa and her understanding of suffering. Although I have read the books already, but if a nurse tells himself with burning the heart of it, then you get very different approach to the action. Mother, as Mother Theresa is mentioned here only loving, has itself many, many years a night of the soul experienced after she could not take in the years before intensive, deep, almost ecstatic experience with Jesus Zwiegesparech The darkness of the soul that is in the book "Come Be My Light" can read in detail, is and remains incomprehensible to me. But I can still imagine that it takes an incredibly deep love, if you suffer on the cross - On "Father, why hast thou forsaken me" take share can and will take part. to love So that you want the most painful moment in the life of the beloved not only witness but to suffer through ... and it does. As I said - it remains a mystery to me. Again and again I come across the Gadenken that Jesus has already paid all but pain for us. The fact that he has already paid. He has done it perfectly. How can virtually "my suffering", sacrificed or not, add something to what he has already met completely?
I understand what good is that he leads us in Wuestenzeiten. That we are cleansed and the Lord to lead us ever closer to him, permits, that we suffer. That it's what keeps us away from him, and showing dispel. All the more, the more we open ourselves to him and ask him for it. This must be accompanied by pain ... any kind. An individual way. He who believes and prays knows that there are times when the heart is so full that it overflows. , But that there are also times where it seems to be empty and dry. And then the loyalty and stay tuned is asked in faith. Even without Hochgefuehle inside.
I think the acceptance of one's own suffering, personal cross can be wonderful. But I can also believe that it does not remain in their adoption. If we suffer, and believe that we are cleansed by then You can not stop there. Never is suffering for the suffering will something good. Must always remain the searching gaze of the Risen. And faith and hope for healing, forgiveness and salvation. And the certainty that Jesus has indeed already paid for everything and we therefore allowed to have life in abundance!
The whole issue is big and wide and many questions remain in my heart. What do you think?
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